do you miss me? do you want to be close to me? do you want to hold me? do you want to hear my voice? do you want to touch me? do you want to feel me? is it true? would you really do it?

you don't. you say you do, but you don't. i remember what it feels like to be wanted. i know how people act when they need. it's not here anymore. you can say that you want me you can say that you need me you can say that you miss me but when i'm here, you're not. you're gone. you can save your love for someone else, someone cheaper, someone quieter, someone with less to ask of you. someone easier. i'm difficult, and i can't promise i'm worth it, but i know what it feels like when someone tries. and it's not here. you have so many other places to go, and you go to them. fine. go. i want you here but i don't want you to stay anywhere that bores you.